okay, so i'm actually kinda embarressed about posting this, i drew it last night at 3 o'clock...
i was on the high from selling two of my pictures, and i though to myself "Yes! i shall draw a picture of our boys! and it will not be the best! but who cares?!"
and thus, i drew a pic.... which iam embarressed about, well, the heads i am, the rest i dont mind so much.
please lookey lookey and tell me what you think?
( Pic... )
- Location:The tardis
- Music:Dylan Moran, Like Totally
so i havent really been posting or going on vam for a while, been despiratly trying to get all my work done for the end of uni, you know the deal: panicing, swearing, tearing my hair out, holding back the tears....
To make matters SO much better i have crippled myself, i am without a right hand (yes, i am right handed) for three more weeks, as in completely without, i cant move my wrist without wanting to burst into tears... ahhh the joys and hazards of being a visual arts student. and majoring in drawing and sub majoring in printmaking, good bye wrist! it was nice knowing you. (feel the seething resentment and annoyance.)
so because of this i havent done any writing, though i currently have about ideas and peices in the works, most are even plotted out... cant wait till i can focus on them.
Enough about me, as i have been misirable and procrastinating like a mofo, i watched endless clips of the boys, and ALOT of ville, this one popped into my head and set its claws in so i simply HAD to write it (one handed and pathetic looking but despirate to get it out.) and just so you know, this is about as many words long as i need for my FINAL essay, which... *sob* i just cant do. *sigh* enough of my patheicness, on with the vam!
Title: Friends
Characters/ pairings: Ville/Bam. Mige
Rating: R to be safe
Warnings: sexy times, is that a warning? bit angsty, Unbeta'd, prolly badly written, it was popped out super fast...
Summary: "He couldn’t deny, at least not in the safety of his own mind, that he was jealous of their relationship, of Mige’s place in Ville's world. " Bam musing about his and ville's relationship.
Authors Note: in no way Mige/Ville, coz... yuck. maybe if you sqinted, contorted youself into unrecommended pose's and wore dark sunglasses you could see some, but no. coz, yuck.
pretty much all was said above, read and review, because thats love and love is important.
- Location:my safe place
- Mood:
sore - Music:the sink gurbling
FINAL CHAPTER
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter Six FINAL CHAPTER
Author: RiaStarStruck
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were just two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows, and also each others’. Snapshots of how they found each other, and how it became more.
Disclaimer: nope, none of the characters are mine, just the basic story and the order of the words.
Warnings: Abuse, Ref to child abuse, Violence, Angst
Authors note: Beta’d but the fantabulistic Alicez17. Who convinced me this was good enough to post and being utterly ego boosting at the same time :P. I hope you all like chappie, I’m quite fond of it. its been so much fun writing this story, as fucked up as it may have turned out, and I’m going to miss it terribly. My first chaptered fic for this fandom! My baby!
Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Five
( Chapter Six )
- Location:a nest of cushions
- Music:We are the Champians -Queen
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter Five
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were just two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows. Snapshots of how they found each other, and how it became more.
Disclaimer: nope, none of the characters are mine, just the order of the words.
Warnings: Au, abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst.
Authors Notes: Beta’d by the wonderful alicez17 who did this besides college dumping homework on her.
This one is one of my favourite chapters to far! So I hope you like it. please comment because it makes me happy, and when I’m happy I update faster :D
Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four
( Chapter Five )
Title: 6 Random Shuffle Fics
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM, Bam/other, imag. Ville/Others
Summary: Just six shuffle fics, a range of stories and styles so cant explain!
Disclaimer: nope, none of the characters are mine, just the order of the words.
Warnings: slash (duh.) Imagined Ville/Other, Bam/Other, angsty (It’s me, what do you expect?)
Authors Notes: yeah, so I was bored, depressed, and NOT wanting to do this mega important book report because I hate the world. Lol, that’s my rant.
I scored lucky on this one because my ipod is crap and gets crap on certain bands sometimes, lol I was so lucky it got stuck on HIM not my (impressive) Billy Idol collection. So, read, enjoy and comment because I need love!
( Fics Ahoy! )
- Location:my cave
- Music:Dramatic suspensful background noise
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter Four
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were just two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows. Snapshots of how they found each other, and how it became more.
Disclaimer: nope, none of the characters are mine, just the order of the words.
Warnings: abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst. Unbeta’ed.
Authors Notes: Chapter four! Please comment!
Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three
- Location:top of Ularu
- Music:The News
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter Three
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were just two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows, and also each others’.
Disclaimer: nope, none of the characters are mine, just the order of the words.
Warnings: abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst. Unbeta’ed.
Authors Notes: bit of a short one this time round, but a decidedly important chapter none the less. Hope you like!
Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter Two
( Chapter Three )
- Location:bed
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Perfect Skin - 69 eyes
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter Two
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were just two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows, and also each others’ while discovering love along the way.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except some DVDs and CDs. I don’t mean to offend anyone by this, it’s written purely for my own entertainment.
Warnings: abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst. Unbeta’ed.
Authors Notes: Sadly I’ve had no internet for the past week (what a nightmare that was! I swear I was beginning to go through withdrawal and isn’t that a little pathetic?!) This is my least favourite chapter, but it holds many of the important things that get this story rolling. Please comment once you’ve read, as it makes me update earlier and makes me happy!
( Chapter Two )</div>
- Location:between two cats
- Mood:
blah - Music:My Sweet Prince -Placebo
Title: Patchwork Heroes –Chapter 1
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows, and each others while discovering love along the way.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except some DVDs and CDs. I don’t mean to offend anyone by this, it’s written purely for my own entertainment.
Warnings: abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst.
Authors Notes: okay, that is the worlds worst summery pretty much EVER. This is a complete AU, they are both teenagers and are dealing with their own kinds of abuse and the things that have been haunting them for a while. This was originally going to be about Ville’s abuse from his father, but Bam kind of... took over...as he does.
This story has been long coming, it kind of has invaded my entire life.... lol it’s consumed my world disturbingly for a while. I do have most of it written so it should be updated frequently and won’t be left for dead.
( Chapter One )</div>
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Title: Patchwork Heroes –prologue
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM
Summary: They were two regular teenagers for the most part, but when they meet each other they have to start dealing with the demons that lurk in their shadows, and each others while discovering love along the way.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except some DVDs and CDs. I don’t mean to offend anyone by this, it’s written purely for my own entertainment.
Warnings: abuse, Ref to child abuse, violence, angst.
Authors Notes: okay, that is the worlds worst summery pretty much EVER. This is a complete AU, they are both teenagers and are dealing with their own kinds of abuse and the things that have been haunting them for a while. This was originally going to be about Ville’s abuse from his father, but Bam kind of... took over...as he does. This story has been long coming, it kind of has invaded my entire life.... lol it’s consumed my world disturbingly for a while. I do have most of it written so it should be updated frequently and won’t be left for dead.
- Location:the lounge room
- Mood:
drained - Music:the cats meowing
Title: Words and Cigarettes
Author: RiaStarStruck (Me!)
Pairing: Vam
Rating: R –just to be safe
Summary: “I first met Ville Valo when he was on the streets doing what he does best: weaving words into magic which transported me to other galaxies...” a story of their love.
Disclaimer: This is a witty line about me not owning anything, please done sue
Warnings: AU, Angst, Alcohol abuse, Death, Unbetered
Authors Notes: This is an Au and a kinda ambiguous story, it hit me across the face like a brick glove the other day and I just had to do write it. Its also written entirely in first person, which I NEVER do because I’m not good at it, Bam's voice is kinda off, but then again so is the story. Please read and comment :D
I’m currently working on a larger, chaptered story and I felt I should post something, and stay in the vam groove! Hope you like
( Words and Cigarettes )
- Location:my couch
- Music:Circle of Fear -HIM
Title: 5 Shuffle Song Fics
Author: Me (RiaStarStruck)
Pairing: Vam
Rating: hmm.... give it an R to be safe
Summary: five separate stories inspired by five separate songs that came up on shuffle.
Warnings: um, some dark themes, prostitution, mild violence? A bit of kinkyness? And um... they’re kinda sad...
Disclaimer: sadly, i don’t own any of the characters, the songs, or anything that you recognize as distinctly not owned by me. I just own the ideas and the order the words are put in
Authors Notes: so i decided to try my hand at a shuffle challenge, got me inspired! And i had a lot of fun while doing it. This actually started when i was walking home the other day, plugged in my iPod, and BANG! Story his me. I walked home pretty much in a daze, my head firmly in Vam-land.
please read and tell me what you think!
Screws and Spaceships
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: VAM, Missy/Bam, Bam/OFC
Summary: EXTRACT: ‘Frantz called it an anxiety dream, said he was worried his marriage would fall apart like the space ship’ Bam couldn’t help feeling like there was something wrong with where his life was heading. Haunted by his dream Bam see’s his downfall at every turn, along with the shadow of a finish star.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except some DVDs and CDs. I don’t mean to offend anyone by this, it’s written purely for my own entertainment.
Warnings: Bam/other people, Spoilers for Bams Unholy Union
Authors Notes: I finally finished watching Bam’s Unholy Union, I’d stopped at episode 8 for some unfathomable reason. In the last episode I was intrigued by the dream Bam talks about on the morning of his wedding, and then, later Novak said something which 1) blew my mind, and 2) birthed a bunch of ideas that violently told me to WRITE!
So this is what came from that, and of course, I added a nice VAM twist.
Also, unbeta'd so all mistakes are my own, please comment!! they are love.
( [FIC]Screws and Spaceships )</div></div></div>
HOT AND COLD
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: R
Pairing: Vam
Summary: They are differant, like hot and cold, like the sun and moon.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except a couple of CDs and DVDs.
Warnings: Darkfic, violent themes, unreslved issues.
Authors Notes: i dont know where this story came from, it just kinda popped out (and i dont really wanna examin which part of my brain could concieve this.)
second ever Vam fic, lol, i'm on a roll! so i would adore comments to tell me what you think. once more, unbeta'd so all mistakes are soley my own.
The Closest of Friends
Author: RiaStarStruck (me!)
Rating: Quite tame really, prolly PG13
Pairing: Vam, and suggestion of Bam/Missy
Summary: extract : "Illuminated by the flashing lights of the stage Ville was more god then man. And Bam found his religion." the story of their relationship, from first meeting on, and how Ville has always been a god to Bam
Disclaimer: I don't own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera except a couple of CDs and DVDs.
Warnings: Angst, referances to religion, missy/bam (though no sexy times)
Authors Notes: First ever Vam fic! Hoping to hell this works, coz im still a complete idiot when it comes to lj and posting. dont really know where this story came from, just kinda popped out. Would adore comments i want to know what you all think. This is also unbeta'd and i knocked it out in about two hours and have just finished it. (I'm posting before i chicken out.) so here it goes *drum roll*
( Closest of Friends )
